A week of ups and downs, of do's and don't's, some of the best moments in over 6 weeks and some of the worst heartache yet. So much of everything not having to do with Momma N and more to do with E, the girl next door. Yet it's not even about that either. It's more about you and me finding ourselves and how to be there to make each other happy as friends first and let God help us figure out the rest. You said to me that you wanted to walk away for a little while to get your stuff together and that you didn't want to take me with you on this journey..this spiritual journey. Well I'm on a 40 day journey to find myself and get my stuff together and whether we want each other on each other's journey's or not we will be on those journeys with each other in one way or another.
God has a plan for us dear and I'm not giving up entirely on us. I know you are not meaning to hurt me intentionally and deep down I know you do want a lot of the same things as me but that we have to go through this hard stuff to be able to even have a shot at the good stuff.
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